January 2011
“Did you say it? ‘I love you. I don’t ever want to live without you....”
– Meredith Grey
Getting my appendix out is by far the worst pain I’ve ever had to go through in my entire life…
This is absolutely terrible.
Back to the hospital...
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Appendicitis. (Noun)
The inflammation of your appendix. Symptoms include: Nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, pain behind belly button and lower right stomach, and a low grade fever. Can also be accompanied by lower back pain.
It’s also what I’m in the hospital waiting to find out if I have…
Stomach flu?
I hate you so much. I better lose weight by the end of this.
Such Great Heights - Iron & Wine
<3
Just had a 'Holy Shit Moment'...
I’m leaving everything I know in five months. I’m growing up. I’m leaving behind my friends, my family, my home.. to start my life. I have five more months here, with my best friends. I guess I better start making the most of this, cause it’s gone soon..
Holy shit.
Oh, yeah. Jessie’s gonna hate me for writing this.
Taking the SAT one last time. Please, Lord, let it be good enough for FSU.
Pleeeeeeeeeeeeeease.
Okay, I knooooow I'm crazy.
But I can’t help but get my hopes up that you’ll be surprising me tomorrow. And I know you aren’t, and it’ll absolutely kill me when you aren’t there.
Why the hell do I do this to myself?
Science & Faith - The Script
“You can...
I never thought I could miss something or someone as much as I miss you.
I wish you were coming home ):
Tonight
I really hope the nightmares stop.
“The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more,...”
– Nicholas Sparks
Great.
I love how I can always manage to royally fuck up anything good that comes into my life.
You’d think I’d learn.
“Every atom of me missed him.”
– Ellen Hopkins
Story of my life. God, I miss him so much.
I never knew how bad having your friend request denied hurts.
I miss you ): Still.
How many times do I have to say I’m sorry?
“Wherever I am, whatever I’m doing, it seems like I’m always thinking...”
– Hallmark Card.
Mama’s Song - Carrie Underwood
Mmm, it...
Four months
GOAL FAILED.
Goodbyes suck.
Goal for the day?
Not to ruin my eyeliner and mascara as I cry like a little bitch baby at 5 o’clock.
Crazier - Taylor Swift
Can I just be her for...
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Over the past month, we’ve spent so much time together. It’s seriously been so unbelievably amazing and I’m not ready to let it go. Everytime I think of you leaving, I start to cry and I focus on something else. But you’re leaving tomorow. And I can’t just go focus on something else. It kills me that you’re leaving, that I have to focus on this all by myself,...